Monday, May 12, 2008

The lover, the sky and the songs



The lover says and believes: “Give me your hand and the sun will never set.”

The lover demands: “Spend a moment smiling to me from the heart… and I will spend an eternity to love you.”

The lover cries. “Stop this sun from shinning… or stop my love for you… you blind!… Remain in your inner cold darkness, if that’s what you think is life’s best!”

The lover confesses: “When you smile to me, the whole universe dilates in my heart, until I find myself completely dizzy, intoxicated, tired of too much happiness…”

The lover hesitates. “If your magic is not of love, then it is an evil that sooner or later will bring me tears and sorrow.”

The lover whispers. “Embrace me… and I promise you won’t discover a touch of the body… but a real touch of my soul.”

The lover laughs. “Smile to me from time to time… and I will forget the sky!”

The lover is playing. “If you want me to be serious, I will try to be serious… But tell me, is this lovely, changing sky… serious?”

The lover dreams. ”How about navigating with me in this ocean of golden, delicate light?... Let’s make birds envious!”

The lover is melancholic. “What if I ask you to play hide and seek between the clouds?... You may say: no we can’t, because we’re still alive…. But I will say: on the contrary, my love… that’s because we’re not.”

The lover ponders. “Choosing between the love for myself and the love for you is like choosing between cold darkness and warm light.”

The lover is drunk. “Clearly, this wine was too strong for me. It made me completely addicted.”

The lover wonders. “How did we met, if not by God’s intention?”

The lover prays. “Lord, give me strength to love like You … or else I will surely fall.”

The lover is disappointed. “I promised you an eternity of love… but I didn’t know that it wasn’t you the one I was talking too.”

The lover fights back. “If I don’t deserve your love, this is only because you keep it for yourself.”

The lover hopes. “One day I will know your love too. What is from God in you will surely respond to what is from God in me.”

The lover smiles: “Until tomorrow, we still have a night as big as the universe.”

The lover remembers. “No more words… just your touch… just your unforgettable soul’s touch.”

The lover writes. “I miss you so much, that I feel like I’m only one step to become the craziest human being on earth.”

The lover weeps. “If I cannot touch you, my hands are useless. If I cannot see you, my eyes are useless. If I cannot hear you, my ears are useless. I don’t know what to do with my useless self anymore.”

The lover gets crazy. “You don’t deserve my love!... Run away or else I will hate you as I have never hated anyone in my life!”

The lover is tormented. “As nothing of me reaches you anymore... I came to know the abyss of death.”

The lover discovers consolation. “If you want to run… run as much as you want. Remember though… we’ll still remain under the same sky.”

The lover begs. “Love me!… Love me just a little!… Pretend that you love me!… At least, let me love you!… At least, let me stay near you!... Just don’t send me away, because then I will only take the route to hell.”

The lover knows. “I am touched by your tears and your sorrows, but still, I’m not sorry for you… because in them, you can find the keys of heaven.”

The lover tempts. “But of course, one kiss of love will also bring heaven much closer…”

The lover is happy. “When the sun smiles in your eyes, its glowing warmth embraces my heart… and though I remain silent, inside me I shout for joy.”

The lover sings. “My love, my love, my love… I won’t forget you in any of my songs.”

The lover asks. “You know me already. Am I not your friend, your child, your brother, your father, your lover… your lover in any possible way?”

The lover is loved. “Your love covered my wounds and made me new… I thank God for you with every beat of my heart.”

The lover promises. “When you will look at the first sunset without me, remember I will be able to look at the Sun of Grace. And in my incomprehensible happiness, I will not forget to think of you too. Then, like a mild wind, I will embrace your soul’s sky… and kiss your heart as always.. in silence.”

The lover says good bye. “Look once more at the sky with me and our love will bring us together in all eternities. The last song was also for you, my love.”

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